Character Projection

I saw this and I was like, "aw yeah!!"

here are the rules :
> ocs that apply and explain how they reflect your own self, be it experiences or traits
> ocs that were born out of some phase you were going through or who represent a certain emotion that was/is prevalent for you.
> ocs that function as a punching bag for you


Skithei - She's always been me?? I mean, she's my sona, so she's got everything I am but 1000x. Like I'm kind of shy so she's a hecking hermit and I'm a loon so she's bouncing off the walls I guess. I do use her in vent stuff
cuz doi

Faolán - A pre-SOK fan character. he's smart but he's actually really pompous. So he represents the qualities in me that are more snobbish (I'm working on that, I'm not as “r/im14andthisisdeep” as I used to be.. maybe.)

Odhrán - Faolán's mentor. tbh he kind of takes after me now in a less attached way like Skithei. He doesn't talk much, he meditates in a cave (goals). Like he wasn't made around this time, but when I was a worm in 2015-2016, I was struggling and I had this aspiration (still do) of running away into the woods and just being one with nature. so he really takes after that.

Rowan - Pretty much me being a nerd. When i see good art, I'm like “tEACH mE!!”. Probably a reflection of me when I was a tad younger.

Llewelyn - Hoo boy, I got everything!! So he's a huuuge comfort character for me. I draw him a lot as shown here. I mean, yeah I sound crazy but he's helped me a lot through some crazy shiznit that happened in the last 7 months or so. He's everything I want to be in life. A hecking loon but the reason being is because he's transcended the social norm and found true happiness and inner peace and gives advice in the strangest ways. Like I want to be “that one guy who’s a crazy hippie”. That’s him, right there. A crazy old hippie.

Colby - There isn’t much about him I relate him with tbh (except angst). But like his angst is from being emotionally abused by Alastar for years and the fact he just wants to be loved for once while I feel as though I need to go through some shiznit. Like I feel as though I haven’t truly lived. So yeah, we’re full of angst, but for different reasons.

Rinan - He’s a dork, I’m a dork. He was created when I was super into murder mysteries and stuff (still am tbh) and he was supposed to be a detective character before suddenly getting killed off by Alastar, but his story’s changed from that now.

Kauko - Rinan needed a lover, and I was reading about shamanism around the time, so that created him.

Siorus - He’s me at my worst tbh. He’s a whining cynic, but doesn’t have the guts to actually put up a fight so he just sits and mopes and is just passive-aggressive.

Alastar - I mean he’s everything I don’t want to be. He and I have ambitions, but he uses his ambitions to make people suffer, while I hope I’m not using my ambitions to break people and such. He suffers a massive ego death, though the ego death isn’t like the hippy-dippy “becoming one with nature and la-di-da true happiness” shiznit. It ain’t pretty and it hecking hurts and it’s hecking terrifying for him.

i tag anyone who reads this and wants to do this.

The Secret of Kells (c) Tomm Moore